Happy Halloween People!!

Don't get me wrong bcuz I am certainly not celebrating Halloween but these graphics are just so wonderful that I had to post them...Haha LOL.Anyway...Happy Halloween...hey Li Ting and Michelle,do you wanna go trick or treat...haha LOLS!! =DD!

P.S.~This is my second post by the way...=D

Okay...let me begin by saying that I am so gonna do very bad for my NPCC Promotion Test...then I won't get promoted from Private to Lance Corporal!!It is like I wasted my whole year in Sec 1 if I don't made it...I think I'll fail definitely one lor.What am I supposed to do...anyway at least it's done over with...no use crying over spilt milk HAHA.These few days have been quite boring to me...am I always in the wrong and did I ever do something wrong?Why does my Mum have to scold me everytime and I just can't take it?!Whatever...my cousins,Jumadi and Jufri came to my house today and well,I play with Jufri the X-Box game called "Halo 2"...well I lose to him by a lot of points like he was 20 points and I was only 5 points...Haha LOL.I am so pathetic...heeehehe!But anyway I just played for the fun of it bcuz it has been such a long time since I played that game so I really enjoyed it.They kinda wanted to sleep in my house today but too bad....my Mum don't allow them and it's so stupid bcuz she say dunno wad tomorrow she got work then like cannot...bleah.Wadever...very bad luck these few days I guess.Just can't wait for something fun and exciting to happen...I can't think of any exciting to do these few days.Arghhhh...I HATE IT!!

P.S~Sadrina,wow it is so totally cool that you get to have your Click Five album being autographed by them personally...I'm sure you must b happy(obviously)!Anyway...do you like Backstreet Boys too?!Haha...I have linked you already...thanks a bunch!

BoRiNg!!

Today is just an another day...nothing special and it's super boring and I am just hoping that my cousins are here beside me because I want to play with them and I miss their laughters and I even missed laughing crazily with Li Ting and Michelle...they're funny.Awww..I don't wanna be school sick because it is so unexpected..oh well I seriously have nothing to talk about now.Wake up quite late today at about 12p.m..Haha LOL!And plus I didn't really contact Li Ting or Michelle.Maybe because they're drifting away from me...I doubt so.Michelle has her own struggling problems and Li Ting...well I think she is busy with her piano thingy.Gracie?Hmmm...I don't even know what she does at home!And here I am stuck at home just not knowing exactly what to do.Plus I have NPCC promotion test on this coming Wednesday and I still have no idea what is that?!All I know is that you must pass the test to get promoted to a higher rank which is Lance Corporal and I doubt I will ever make it...I've no idea on how I am going to get through this day...gosh and it's too long.It's from 1.30p.m. to 6p.m..Oh well...life sure have ups and downs for everyone...it's just a matter of time...I think I'm feeling hungry and I'll go get some food to eat...until then Bye!I think I'll need to go out tomorrow...

P.S~It is nice to know that Sadrina visited my blog..haaha and I still have no idea how she managed to get in my blog...via who's blog?Nvm..

Today is plain boring because I stayed at home the whole day and played computer,listen to music but I think it's good enough for me bcuz I rather not study...it is torturous!!Well,my Mum went to Toa Payoh but I insisted on not going...I don't know why but these few days,I just do not have the enthusiasm and mood to go out...plz this is not what I wish for when holidays have arrived...I mean it's a golden opportunity and if I waste it,it's so sad because next year I'll be back on the "crazy,carnival ride"(yeah,more of a hell ride) where all the stress will once again re-opens and I hate that!!Whatever...just hoping you'll understand what I am babbling about...LOLxDD! ByeZ!

P.S~I meant that this is the right moment where I can enjoy the holidays and have lots of fun and if I waste it...it's so sad bcuz you tend to have more fun during holidays than during school days...haha once again just hoping you understand what I'm babbling about..LOL!

Backstreet Boys--->'Happily Never After'!!!

School Holidays...!!

School holidays has just started for me...but there are a couple of things I really missed and I just wished they wouldn't have happened.First of all...my Science teacher,Ms Lim says that maybe she will not be teaching us in Sec 2 and I am really overwhelming upset about it bcuz she is my most favourite Science teacher(for now) and to tell you the truth,my Science was really bad in my primary school days...I was really weak in that subject and that's why I got a Grade B for my PSLE Science...I really hated Science but now,she somehow has changed my view of the subject and I really have improved in it...she gives us worksheets and extra notes that some other teachers don't give for us to revise and learn for our exams...I just liked the way how she taught us...and I really missed it.She's also very kind-hearted and doesn't have any intention to make us suffer...but somehow,I think it's really bad that some people just take her for granted and take advantage of her just bcuz she's old...I bet in Sec 2,I am just gonna hate the subject and do really bad for it if she doesn't teach my class again!!

Okay,I wake up early in the morning today and go bathed and changed quickly because it was like 7.45 a.m. and the MTPS was like at 8.20a.m. and I still managed to reach there on time...anyway it still started late like about 25 minutes later...haha and it was really raining heavily but I don't care lor...I went there on motorcycle which my father drove.When I was there,I saw Zulikram,Yao Hui,Gracie,Pawandip,Alicia and Wei Jie..well but I reached there before some of them did.Mr Lee did praised me of course bcuz I really improved a lot since Mid-Year and it's not a slight improvement but a real big vast improvement!!My class position is number 14 and my level position is 66/280.During Mid-Year,I get 122/280 and I really happy bcuz I climbed 56 spots and it is a lot.Yah Yah..whatever...Li Ting will always getter better than me but I am only happy for myself..and yay,I managed to prove to my parents that I don't need tuition for my studies bcuz I believed that it's far much better to study on your own and that it doesn't confuse you at all.I am really glad.By the way,on Friday,I went Mac again with Li Ting,Michelle,Harsh and Atikah...eat the student meal.It was totally fun...there is this Auntie who's very funny bcuz that time,Michelle asked her for a plastic bag but instead says"Eh...you got see this girl's plastic bag?She says she lost her plastic bag!!"I burst out in laughter...why would someone on Earth lost their plastic bag complain to the staff...I mean it's just a plastic bag...not as if it's wallet or handphone or something,rite?!Very damn funny lor.It also happened to me lor...I asked her for some packets of chili sauce but she thought I want one more meal set and I was like"No no...I want chili sauce."She like quite old lah.Harsh also the same...the Auntie thought Harsh say she cheat his money-->"No..No Auntie never cheat ur money"...wad the so damn funny lors!

Oh well...I am so stressed up for some reason and there's still some part of me me that I feel really broken and hurt...I dunno why.I can't post pictures at the moment because there are some problems with my memory card in my HP so nvm I'll try.Okay...got to go so bye!

My 2nd Post For The Day!

Click on the following picture.Very creative..trust me!

Okay...I seriously have nothing else better to do because first of all,I have no one to play with and it has been quite boring lately...not much fun lately maybe because of my CCA...I think I seriously regret joining NPCC and it really sucks kays!!Anyway,I just finished chatting with Li Ting on MSN and it was my first time ever using MSN...it is very fun indeed!Then,Winifred was online and I chatted with her for like about 10 minutes...then I sign off because I had to go and eat.Well,tomorrow is going to be a boring day...for sure!!Li Ting laugh like dunno wad lor...in my primary school,I used to laugh and joke but not like laugh until like crazy one lor...I am affected and influenced by her now...the way I laugh now is pretty much much different...haha I still can remember the way she laughs.So funny!!Well...I got to go and plz tag.Thanks!

• P.S.~I don't like that person anymore...there's no way...

I just got back a draft copy of my overall results today...I obtain 2 A1s,4 A2s,2 B3s,1 B4 and 1 D7... And I still not sure whether I did well or not but anyway here are my following results:

• English-->65/100
• Mathematics--->73/100
• Higher Malay--->70/100
• Science--->74/100
• Geography--->76/100
• History--->47/100 :(
• Literature--->63/100
• Design And Technology--->72/100
• Home Economics--->81/100
• Art--->67/100

Overall Marks--->688/1000

Well,my history is really very very bad and that exam was in the last semester so it is like not fair because the whole class knows history is the most difficult and it is quite upsetting:( Li Ting so good lor and and she get 741/1000 and I think she gets first position...she had always wanted to get that and I'm glad that she managed to do that...congratulations to her!:)Well today I am still thinking about that "person"...hmmmm just seem cannot to get over it....sigh...and I really love her but I just don't know...wad can I do?Sigh...why does she,what will happen?

I Went to MacDonalds with Li Ting and Michelle after school for lunch...and I really feel much better than yesterday though I was feeling down too.Anyway,the "feeling down" part is because of this:I have a 3-day,2-night NPCC camp during the November holidays and I am also having a promotion test in about 8 days' time and thus,it's important for me because if not,I will not be able to get promoted...I just didn't know what else I can do and to put up with the camp?!No way! And there is this someone who I really love and it's like I just can't stop thinking about that "someone".It is like so...important to me because I really loved that person from the bottom of my heart.Argghhh...I will try and forget about it but I can't...it is some kind of this obsession that's affecting me.Oh ya,I also got my exam results back and I might say...it is totally cool!For Science,I got 75/100 and that's an A1..yay!I was like"Is this for real?!"..I thought it's difficult and I predict get B3 but no...yay so I am happy.And Maths Part 1..it really help me a lot....thanks to that,I get 72/100 and it is an A2...I feel so happy indeed that actually,my hardwork paid off.Literature I get 23/20...yay so great and to me,it was like damn easy but LT say very hard...difficult meh?But still,Li Ting sure get higher overall marks than me...going to Mac is fun because firstly,it is funny lor...and in the class,Zhan Kuan like fall down lor and then,he like so funny gong gong...don't want get up...haha he fall down really funny leh..can't stop giggling...hehehehe!Anyway,I just can't wait to get back my report book results slip tomoro...hope it will be very good...plz.

Just got back my results...well not all and only some---> English Paper 2-->41 half/60 Mathematics Part2--->29/50 Art(SA2)--->67/100 Geography SA2 Paper--->77half/100 well I am like so scared of Science get lousy lousy marks...hope maths get A2 leh and english get A2...i feel like no mood

Haha...okay I didn't blog yesterday because I was so tired and it is so surprising that I slept early yesterday at 10p.m. or so.By 9 p.m.,I was already like lying on the floor asleep...how could I be so tired,huh?I do not really know.Well,on Wednesday we had Post-Exam Activities and the activities are inter-class sports games and it was totally boring though I,Li Ting,Michelle and Gracie didn't expect ourselves to be taking part in basketball because I seriously am not even good at basketball at all but still,we just played but it is a competition!Well,the first match was totally I might say a disaster because I was simply standing there just like a fool who doesn't know anything and you expect me to run?No Way!And Michelle,Gracie,Li Ting and Harsh were running to try and catch the ball...WT?I have to admit that I really don't like Amirul because I am so pissed off with him as he's such a bloody fool and a pain in the butt...he always will try and find a way to disturb others in a hurtful manner...I hate him!He called me a stupid,bloody fool who just stand there in the basketball court and doing nothing.Arghhhh.....I HATE HIM!!Now I see why maybe Zul was so angry with him even till today!Okay,then in the afternoon,I went to Temasek Sec for Higher Malay and I get to know my results...I think I did really bad for it because I got only 106/155 for the total of both exam papers..which means I got 68 marks only and a grade B3?!Don't you think it is pretty bad?!For CA2,I(not boasting off) got the highest in the class and got 87 marks but that is because my teacher just checked the file and count the marks...and there is no proper test.But not to worry because they will count will CA2 and then,I count when they added together(there are no value-marks in Higher Malay),I will get 78 marks and it is an A1.Yay!So happy!

Ok...I have nothing better to do at home but to play XBox and computer all day long and even watch TV.Well,I and Li Ting intended to go to MacDonalds today but in the end,we came to an agreement and decided not to do so because anyway,Michelle go already and that we think it'll be much better if we go on other days.Well...tomorrow have school and there would be Post-Exam Activities...what is that all about?I have no idea what is that...please let it be a great,fun day for me...I simply hate depressing days because it ain't just me!Anyway,I am listening to this song right now at YouTube...below is the video.Li Ting and me loved the song...it is stuck in my head all day long and I am addicted to it everyday~!Okay,that was a great song by the way.Goobye!By the way,don't be sad Michelle because personally,it won't help you any further and glad to know you're fine right now...and don't anyhow accuse me of loving her cuz I don't!We're just ordinary friends!

My cousin named Jufri,who is the one making fun of doughnuts!

My cousin whose same age with me but I of course smarter lah!Don't act pretty lah!LOL!

He is kinda active at times.This photo basically shows it all.

My cousin named Tarmizi...he is really really reallly reallly cute!I like him!

My cousin named Farhan.Pretending to be handsome,huh?!

My cousin named Tarmizi...he is really really reallly reallly cute!I like him!

My younger cousin too named Jamilin,smiling beautifully for a picture.So pretty.

Both are my cousins,Faiz and Farhan.Both are 7 years old.

This is my cousin named Faiz...the one who loves those freaking doughnuts at 7-Eleven...the chocolate type with something colourful sprinkled on them.

Hello everyone.Sorry for not updating the blog because I was busy these last few days...I am celebrating Hari Raya and it sure was fun and kinda tiring.By the way,the Maths Paper 2 was very difficult and I didn't managed to finish it...the last question was so tough and by the way,there's a question about the gradient thingy...I know that the formula is Rise/Run and that the answer is gradient...but I was so dumb that I don't know where is the rise and run?!It was such a stupid mistake and I just have to really blame it on myself for that...I could have gotten 4 marks for that,okay!I really have to admit that I really ruined for that paper...anyway it is over and what's done is done...no use crying over spilt milk.I am just hoping the best for me.It is quite saddening to actually see the fasting month go away...it is such a holy month and I am like so sad about it.Anyway,the day before Hari Raya,I slept at 3 a.m. and woke up at 6.30 a.m. to go to the mosque to pray...there were a lot of people and sure was quite hectic.I was like so tired...you know!Oh yeah,when my father and I were approaching the motorcycle to go back home,I saw Daniel(the male actor in Kids Central who won "One Minute Of Fame" and acted in other shows)...it hit me like "Whoah"!By the way,my cousins also said that he schooled at White Sands Primary School in Pasir Ris which my cousins used to school at and they even saw him there at the mosque...the mosque is also in Pasir Ris.Anyway,it wasn't that cool.LOL! Well...I went my aunt,uncle and grandfather's house(they both live together),it was our first house we went to.Anyway,I will post the pictures soon.On the second day,we went to Woodlands and when we board on the MRT,my cousin and me witness some Indian men like talking close to each other...facing each other closely like as though they wanna kiss...so disgusting.Anyway,I used to witness some even more digusting things like two Indian men touching and holding each other's hands...so yucks! To tell you the truth,most of the Indians are just like gays and their body stinks so badly.I don't like the smell.I am not a racist but I am just stating out my opinions.Can't I?Then,after much jalan-jalan,at about 11pm or so,we went to Bedok Simpang to eat and guess what,I ate Fried Rice with egg.It tastes so delicious.Haha. Then my cousin made a joke...it is like I think lame."Anything?Everything!Wadever?Forever?"Haha.Nice one.And there's this cousin of mine who is 7 years old and he loves to go to 7-Eleven just to eat some freaking doughnuts and somehow I must admit he has gone NUTS! Everywhere he go,he says"I want doughnuts".And my other cousin and I was like"What the?"We go a big foodcourt to just eat some freaking doughnuts?!No way,man!And he said"Nak makan Mee doughnut" which means"I want to eat Mee Doughnut(Doughnut Noodles)...I was like laughing crazily...so funny.My other cousin says"You want Mee Hong Kong but don't have,so eat Mee Thailand!"HAHA.And I was like so extra and say"Mee Australia".AMAZING. After that,my same other cousin started to make fun of doughnuts by saying"You want what toilet bowl?I want doughnut toilet bowl!"I burst out in laughter."You want what shoe?I want doughnut shoes!You want what earrings?I want doughnut earrings!You want what bed?I want doughnet bed!You want to learn about what?I want to learn about Maths,Science,English,Malay and....DOUGHNUTS!"Haha.I cannot help but just to keep on laughing.It was so hilarious.Well,that's my day and it was kinda funny.Haha,anyway maybe I,Li Ting,Michelle and Gracie will be going out to TM tomorrow...we have yet to confirm leh.Okay,byeZ!

This is me at someone's house during the Hari Raya celebrations last year...I looked so different and so ugly-looking.Haha.Not really!Anyway,I'll upload more pictures soon!

Well...tomorrow I am going to face my Mathematics Paper 2 and as what I had said before,Mr Lee says that it will be difficult!!I already study for it but kinda worried that it will be so tough for me...I must try and at least get 35 marks for it...if not there's no chance of me getting an A2 for Maths.Everyone must try their best,okay?Anyway,good luck for your exams and I wish you the best.I am so not excited to know my Science marks cuz I believe it will totally suck...be assured about that.Not that I didn't study for it but it was beyond difficult seriously...and I did study for it.Okay...now I have to go and bye.I'll tell you how the Maths Paper is when I get back from school...Tata.!Just can't wait for tomoro...holidays wohoo!

Click on the picture to see it moving!Very nice...wah,I like it.Very kinda flirty!Haha.

Today was such a hectic and one of the most stressful days ever because I had End Of Year exam for Science and Maths.Maths Paper 1 was okay though some of the construction 2marks I didn't do...like got problem with my compass one leh!And the dunno wad y-axis,x-axis graph...I didn't label the line!!I hope I get 40 and above for that paper and I wish I can get 30 marks for Paper 2...i know it's a lousy mark but Mr Lee say the paper 2 will be a difficult one so I think 30 marks is my target...that's an A2 already but it will add up with other marks and so on...anyway below are my target scores---> English:A2 Maths:A2/B3 Science:A2/B3 Higher Malay:A1/A2 Geography:A2/B3 Art:B4/C5 Literature:A2/B3 *Haha...my Art really is lousy so i will expect it to be around 60 marks.!Yikes!Science probably is the most difficult compared to the rest..well at least for now and I really hope Maths Paper 2 isn't that difficult as what Mr Lee says..scare me one leh!

Well...I just got back from school and today had Geography SA2 Exam...it was not that difficult...and some questions I never managed to do because I dunno how to do and also like kinda no time but other than that,it went well...though I kinda expected it to be more difficult but luckily,it is not...I think maybe can get B3 or even an A2 and the worst at most could be B4!Haha,Lol!But at least 1 exam is over but now I have to go and study for Science and Maths...very scared of both of them.Well,it is raining now so I am pretty glad because I love studying in cold places,Haha.Gonna switch on the air-con.Bye!I just wish that I will do well for my exams and that I am able to finish study both of these tough,difficult subjects.And also good luck to those people who are having EOY exams within this period of time...gotta hang on a just little longer.Anyway,I just can't wait for the Hari Raya Celebrations this Saturday...can go out with my relatives and just to have a great,enjoyable,fulfilling time.Friday is Hari Raya's Eve and most probably,I will be staying up late,HAHA!Bye!

Look at this...my P6 class~6 Harmony!Yahoo!Well...I guess not the whole class turn up for Teacher's Day or maybe this is just some class reunion...when I look at this photo,it really brought back some wonderful,unforgettable memories...the primary school where I grow up and here I am right now...13 years old.I really missed my friends like Ashrafali who ended up in Victoria School and I didn't...but I know I did my best for the PSLE!I just can't believe how fast time goes by...anyway,I get this photo from Zayanah's friendster...HAHA!Bye for now!:)

XRashid

Hello...I feel much better and I managed to sort out things with Gracie and that we kinda just forget what happened and be normal and stay true to ourselves.Anyway,I am just hoping that I will do great for the end-of-year exams...I hoped I scored really well for them.I just really want them to go smoothly and do not feel worried...it makes me feel bad if I do.I have studied finish Geography and now I am starting to revise Science,then I move on to Maths...I hope I can finish studying when exam is approaching...I think that there's not much time left.I seriously hate studying Science because there's just too much to study!!Anyway,we had a Map Reading test just now for Geography which is more of a practice but I took it seriously...I think I will get below 15 marks out of 20!!Well...can't wait to know how much I will get!!Yay...Friday I no need come school...yahoo!I must use my time wisely from now on...okay got to go and bye.Please tag if you can!:)

XRASHID

I just feel sad and depressed today...no one really understands me.They will try and insult me in any way that is mean to me...think it's funny but not at all...i am really sick of the people around me...why do people have to be so mean and evil...can't really this world be a good one...must there be wars,problems,people who are simply just annoying in any way?Why can't we just have fun and good times...just how the world used to be but now...everything seems to sink down..there's no fun in living my life sometimes(that's the way I think).As I came into 13,everything is changing...no more fun,just serious.Seriously...I ask ur opinion guys...do most people hate obese,fat,useless,pathetic people like me...just because I am obese...not good-looking.People who stand out most are those who are hot-looking and stuff like that...fine if that's the way...might as well don't friend me...anyway those people who put me in this state/condition...I just wish they will learn their lesson.Sometimes when you are being kind and helpful,people just take it for granted sometimes...and they repay those kind acts by evil acts...it's that the way how things go?!Wad if you were put in my shoes...obese kid..blah blah..."Rashid you thin but I more thinner.".Seriously that's the most stupidest joke I ever heard.Anyway...just got back my Home Economics Paper back on Monday...get 43/50...I think I third highest in my own respective Home Econs class...Li Ting get 43half...aiyyah half mark only!!HAHA:) Yu Yun so pro...get 46 marks.WOW!!She everytime highest...so good.Anyway...Mdm Haijar say some people fail their some parts of the Paper 2...I think it will be me leh...I hope I do well for it...I don wan to be promoted to Normal Academic...or else I will just be so down.I am so down right now...that no one is here to cheer me up...except my Mum...love my Mum!The most important thing to me in my life...love you to be with my side.It is like I am living in this crazy world all by myself...no support,no friendship(but still useless).Sometimes I think friends can't be really trusted at all...no one in this world can be trusted...they will do anything to take you and your bright future down...sigh.

xRASHID