I just feel sad and depressed today...no one really understands me.They will try and insult me in any way that is mean to me...think it's funny but not at all...i am really sick of the people around me...why do people have to be so mean and evil...can't really this world be a good one...must there be wars,problems,people who are simply just annoying in any way?Why can't we just have fun and good times...just how the world used to be but now...everything seems to sink down..there's no fun in living my life sometimes(that's the way I think).As I came into 13,everything is changing...no more fun,just serious.Seriously...I ask ur opinion guys...do most people hate obese,fat,useless,pathetic people like me...just because I am obese...not good-looking.People who stand out most are those who are hot-looking and stuff like that...fine if that's the way...might as well don't friend me...anyway those people who put me in this state/condition...I just wish they will learn their lesson.Sometimes when you are being kind and helpful,people just take it for granted sometimes...and they repay those kind acts by evil acts...it's that the way how things go?!Wad if you were put in my shoes...obese kid..blah blah..."Rashid you thin but I more thinner.".Seriously that's the most stupidest joke I ever heard.Anyway...just got back my Home Economics Paper back on Monday...get 43/50...I think I third highest in my own respective Home Econs class...Li Ting get 43half...aiyyah half mark only!!HAHA:) Yu Yun so pro...get 46 marks.WOW!!She everytime highest...so good.Anyway...Mdm Haijar say some people fail their some parts of the Paper 2...I think it will be me leh...I hope I do well for it...I don wan to be promoted to Normal Academic...or else I will just be so down.I am so down right now...that no one is here to cheer me up...except my Mum...love my Mum!The most important thing to me in my life...love you to be with my side.It is like I am living in this crazy world all by myself...no support,no friendship(but still useless).Sometimes I think friends can't be really trusted at all...no one in this world can be trusted...they will do anything to take you and your bright future down...sigh.

xRASHID