Damn,so busy and freaking tired.Stupid.

Damn,I am so busyyyyyy and freaking tireddddd.Stupidddd.I got religious class exam again on Saturday,dreadful.I need to study two subjects,and I hope I can at least study finish one subject today.Awwww man,so disturbing.Okay so today woke up in the morning at 6:35 am and set off for school by bus number 28.Then we went to Tampines Industrial Estate or something for our Civil Defence Course,and it was okay and interesting.Sat between Yi Ren & Yik Choong during the course in this particular room,-.-".Yi Ren so horny and dirty minded,and talked about balls,and laughed laughed.I also laughed!!Hahs.And then I tried extinguishing the fire using the fire extinguisher.So cool.LOL.Then had the Civil Defence Proficiency Test and everybody passed,and I got a certificate.Bleahs,dunno about badge though.COURSE ENDED.Took bus 293 with Jun Wen,Pawandip,Harsh,Sumardi and Vernon but Vernon alighted at a particular bus stop.Then we all went to Tampines Interchange and to Tampines Mall,yay!Sumardi & Pawandip left,so the 3 of us ate at the foodcourt in Tampines Mall and I fork out $$$$$.-,-" Diao.Then went home by taking bus number 292.So it was an enjoyable day actually.Alright,looks like I might have to be busy till Saturday I guess?Wah piang lah.T,T

P.S. to Li Ting-Bowling?Okayyyy,but confirm with me first.LOL,I did not have time to talk to you,Diao.Like as if you have time too -.-".

Chalet Trip Plus Playground @ Pasir Ris Park! :D

Hello!I have been busy lately these few days eversince Sunday till today.Well,I am back home from Costa Sands Resort chalet & Pasir Ris Park and all I could say is that I am worn out and freaking tired.Okay,so the chalet outing with my relatives and cousins was interesting.We did some barbecuing too!We barbecued chicken wings,sausages,fishes,and more.I ate and drank a lot,and I think I was kind of full.We also watched spooky,haunting ghost CDs on the TV in the chalet,and they were giving me chills running down my spine though nothing that much actually.Whatever bla bla bla.Since there was a swimming pool just near the chalet,I swam with my cousins!I think I look darker now,LOL o: Did I overswam?Nah,there were two times I was reluctant to swim.Hahs.The chalet was kind of messy all over,because it can be considered there are plenty of people,and was moderately noisy.Okay,I felt a bit miserable on the second day at night because I just simply missed something.It is personal,and I don't think I should say more.My mood wasn't that up to par it should have been,but i think i felt a bit better afterwards.I was just sitting and thoughts play my mind.So it was lalala till Wednesday-the day we went back home and that,we went to Changi to have breakfast/lunch when we left the chalet.Then we went to the playground at Pasir Ris Park and it was fun.I played swing,the round round spin thingy(like madcow),and wateva bridge.It was just a half-an-hour time.Afterwards,bla bla and I went home with my Mum.Like finally.And damn it,I got a Civil-Defence course tomorrow and SANA course on Friday.Both starts at 8:30am and ends at 5:30pm,arghhh I am so stressed!I just want to relax after a long 3-day chalet trip. I am feeling low now,so whatever i say now is like no sense.Pics Time! -_-"

Off To Chalet! XD

Hello everybody!YES,I am going to chalet today with my relatives,cousins and parents.I will be staying overnight there,so I expect fun stuffs. (: Alright,so you guys know I just had my new phone as in my previous post below.The picture above is the new handphone I had. XD So cool.I love the phone,wahhh!Okay,looks like that's all I got to say for now.Mountain of homework,dumb courses and a freaking stupid camp in the holiday period.RAWR!Whatever.Goodbye readers (:

Yay!25th May is another great day of the year (:

Alright guys!25th May is simply a great day of the year 2008 (: This day is filled with absolute happiness and fun,and I am feeling so blessed today.It is really fun.Firstly,I slept late yesterday around 1:40 am,and ended up waking the next day at 12pm.Whatever,so then the last few days I asked my father for a new handphone.Then today,my parents asked me out to look at the handphones when I was still lying on the damn bed.Hahas,so of course woke up,bathed and had breakfast.After that,we headed for Tampines Mall by walking.The weather's hot!We went to the'Hello' shop and I looked at the phones,so I saw this hearty-red coloured handphone which is like so so so so damn nice!I told them I want this phone.SO yeaps and I finally got that handphone.Sony Ericcson W910i,it is such a nice handphone.Then after all the ordering that stuff,I didn't went home and made my way to Tampines Interchange to meet Michelle & Li Ting.So yea,my parents went home.After that,we three went to Mac for lunchie.I didn't eat and busy with my HP.They both talking about complications in love & stuffs.Ha.Then,we go take MRT to Bugis!Yeah!It was crowded.Then we reached there and eat,drink alot.Hehe!So we then go take Neoprints.Fun.Then,go loiter around here and there.Drink here there.Snap pictures.Talk.A lot of things.So its fun!!!!!!Bought KFC takeaway for dinner.NECK-HEAD =,= " Hahas,okay I am happy today.Tomorrow going chalet with my relatives,cousins and parents.Will it be a fun day?I really really really hope so leh!Hahs,alright now is 10:15pm.Wahh,reached home at 7pm.I busy handling with my phone.Okay gtg BYE! :) Still,I pity Michelle.You noe what I am talking about =P

Mascot!

Saturday:

Sorry not to blog again,but I don't feel like blogging.And it hasn't been any better since Friday.I know whenever i blog,it is just so weird.Dunno why,whatever kay.I am too lazy to explain what,where,why,when,who,how things have been going right now.School holidays are here,and I really am so not feeling great at all.There was Meet-The-Parent Session on Friday,and I got 5th in class and 29th in the whole Sec 2 cohort.Great results.Today as usual again,had religious class exam and it is damn easy.Went home from there by bus 15 and 8.Father not there,because my uncle's father died,so he had to attend the 'funeral'.Okay so i am crestfallen and a bit heartbroken by some actions.Nevermind if that's how you treat me.I don't belong and I don't fit in right?Yes.Fine.Goodbye.I still remember and will never forget.Other than that,David Cook officially won the seventh season of American Idol.Yay!I wanted him to win,because felt he is more suitable to carry the title and he's more diverse!Go David Cook!WOOTS.Ha.Okayy,thats all.By the way,I still recall Shadira and a few of the other Malay girls calling me 'MASCOT'.I like when people say hi to me..its like u know u are appreciated and welcomed.MASCOT.Ha.Anyway,tomorrow going out with Michelle & Li ting,so can't wait.Hope to have lots of fun like you never experience before.

The 'FUN' SONG -.-

My blog seems messy more than ever with all the long lengthy posts!Today is overall a fun day.I had a pleasant day at school.Though I am so sleepy because I only had 3 hours of sleep yesterday,yawn so tired and drowsy.I couldn't sleep and was tossing around here and there,and felt uncomfortable.Do i have to mention all the lessons in school today?Alright fine,whatever.Today's first lesson was English and so,i was given a Reader's Digest book by Ms Lavania and i was like 'NOOOOOOOO,I SO DUN WAN TO READ THIS BOOK,I AM SO SLEEPY!'.LOL.In the end,I read la.No choice.Still need to do the Reader's Digest worksheet based on a story about coffees and synonyms.].O.O Found out we had to do a project for Science and we had to do 3 activities,shit.Loads of holiday homework then.By the way,ended up watching 'CLICK' during MT Lesson and 'ELF' during Literature lesson.There was this part in 'ELF' whereby this particular woman sang and was out of tune and pitchy all over.LOL.I can't help laughing.Specially,today have no IPW Lesson and so,school ended at 1:00 pm,YAY!I suggested that we go MacDonalds for lunch and yes,we went there!Godz,almost everyday we go MacDonalds.Hahas.We went to Mac with Michelle,Li ting and Gracie.First time after such a long time we went to Mac together again.Hehes.It was fun then.I ate McSpicy meal(upsized=D).LOL.

You see my size know already la,joking joking.Oh yah,Zhan Kuan also followed us to eat.Without noticing,then came in Jermaine,Amirul,Alfred,Zul & Clive.SHOCKER.They went to eat la.Jermaine STOLE my french fries,LOL.But I allow!!!Hahahahahha.Well,i think 3 people stole my french fries.Including Gracie & Amirul.RAWR!Haha,big deal i allow la.AND I OWE MONEY $8.00!RAWR RAWR!So much sia.Then ate ice cream cone and then suddenly,came in this malay man wearing a blue baseball hat who is mad and crazy,more like in Woodbridge Mental Hospital,standing in the Mac and he was babbling and talking to himself.CRAZY.Li ting afraid we are gonna be hostages and we get killed or something.WEIRD IMAGINATION.I was like 'Is he Mas Selamat's accomplice?!Muahaha'.He was talking loudly and babbling to himself loudly,and laugh like a maniac for nothing.Then after that,we left and i went home!Took pictures,as usual.O.O Then at night,went out for dinner with my Dad & Mum together,it's been a long time since we ever set down together...): .Hahas,well in celebration of my Mum's birthday tomorrow.And wow,i feel so full.Let me see,the whole dinner costs a total of $49.LOL.So accurate.Got Hotplate Beancurd,Kangkong,dunno what sour chicken and rice and more more more moreeeeee.Haha,so yes i feel full.I can't even burp.LOL.I bet if li ting eats this,she sure K.O. first hahahha.

Random Pictures!!!

I feel so ________.

Hello!Wahh,its feels good to be back blogging on my blog after a few days.Let's recap the past few days I've been through.

THURSDAY:]

Home Econs Lesson was the first so Mdm Shireen returned back our Home Econs papers back!And yay,I scored great marks again, 42/50.Grade A1 is in my hands!English....lousy of course.Today's FREE PERIOD,I got back my geography paper,56/70 wahahaha an A1 for me....but my CA1 for that is very lousy!After school,went for lunch at Mac with Li ting,Harsh and Natalie.As usual,it was alright.Then they went back to school for SC Meeting and I went home.Received a call from Harsh saying that somehow he & Mr.Pawandip Singh had a 'water bomb' fight D: But I managed to at least patch things up a bit & I feel glad.Well,at least they did talk to each other on the Friday I think.Oh okay.

FRIDAY: MIXED FEELINGS.

During Lit lesson today,watch ELF.Think it's hilarious,but but I watch the movie don't know like so many times.Maybe more than 10 times?Hahs.Okay,so i was a bit reluctant during PE.There was this running thingy called Fitness Test or something to see how fit we are or something.I had to hold the board thingy,so didn't run then.Have to run after June Holidays -.- I am such a noob at running puh-lease.Congrats to you....

So then CME Lesson,I felt______.Nevermind,i don't want to say anymore.After school,never go Friday Prayers and went TMart with Harsh.I didn't eat and instead accompany him.Then at 1:30 pm,met up with Michelle & Liting at Tmart also,and then i bought Bubble Tea.Nice then.After that,they were reluctant to go to school back bcos the 2 girls didn't like the new CCA leader or smth like that,and so they wanted to waste time.Hahs.So we mingled around the void deck area opposite Ngee Ann Sec just to occupy time.After that,went back to class to fetch things.Yik Choong dunno where to put his badges on the NPCC Uniform so i help him say where to put.Pro anot!And,__________looked at me like never look at me before.Godz.So then changed to Full-U.We had POP aka Passing Out Parade.Went to canteen area,and so it was conducted there.NCOs were there of course,and they marched like real professionals.I want to march like them too,hahs.And I received a new badge!YAY!Now I got 4 badges[: I want moreeeee!!Well had celebration & stufss,and performances.So sad to say,LIMA Squad has officially stepped down.Awww mannnnn.Saddening.Ok so bla bla bla.A lot of things going on and laugh laugh.Went home afterwards.Reached home and didn't have mood,so slept at 8pm,didn't even have dinner.So you see I was really upset and down.Really.

SATURDAY:

Had Religious class exam.Okay,alrite.I felt so sianded.Bored and nothing to do.....eventually watched TMNT Movie aka Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.Interesting and fun movie!!!

SUNDAY:

Initially wanted to go out but then,i have no one to go out with.Spending time all by myself,i feel so lonely.Odd one out,exception.If only i have brothers,i can feel brotherhood.It's just so wrong in my life.Tmr no school due to Vesak Day.I really am desperate to go out.TRAPPED.

LONER.

Jokers Pokers,Honcus Boncus,Laughing MADCOWS

Whoops,okayyyyy.How to start ah?Nevermind,let me start.Wake up in the morningg,lalalala.Stupid.Wake up late again,dumb.I must wake up early tomorrow hor.MUST!GOGOGO!Whatever.Reached school and so was making my way to the hall + canteen area.Alrights,so suddenly Harsh pop out and then walked with him lor.Hehes,luckily got him if not I alone.Thanks =D Then had assembly duh.Assembly seems okay i might say.There was talk on phone scams,and some academic target setting stuff.Fine,got grooming check.Luckily I had my haircut yesterday =D But I look like shit with my short hair.I don't like having short hair,I prefer long hair.So had Recess.Then got HMT.Teacher didn't come so we slacked and talked randomly.I hate higher malay,stupid malay.Whatever.zzzz.Then had Science.Ms Lim babble and explain.A fine lesson of course.LUNCH BREAK.Can i don't say anything?Okay.EL Lesson was nothing at all.Ms Lavania didn't come so instead did the Maths Reflection.Right after that,me and Michelle doodled and scribbled anything we want on her handbook.Fun lorrrr,draw here,draw there.Write about crappish stuff.Then I write a few things about (HMgLiRaP)² ™which is like ha-ha-ha.I wrote Jokers Pokers,Honcus-Boncus.Haha,now I want to add in 'Laughing Madcows'=D I am coming up with such stupid ideas again and again.So afterwards was History lesson and the Art teacher came into the class instead.I don't even know her proper name.Ms N or something....MSN!Hahah!!!!LOL ZZZZ.She returned our papers back.I got highest for Structured Essay =D Thank you.I'm Blessed!27/30.But then ,my source-based was a flop 10/20.Total 37/50,an A2....1 more mark to A1,but anyway happy and glad.And Me,Li Ting and Harsh ended up turning our names upside down(Opposite).So mine is weird:DIHSAR NIB DAMHA FFOSUY.=D CREATIVE!!Went home shortly after.Whatever,reached home and was busy-ing with stuffs.Okay,the end.

.........

Alright,let me babble again.I freaking woke up late again in the morning.Reached school and felt a bit honcus-boncus laughing here and there away.I feel like a fool and a dumb.Well,I am.Disastrous me.Geography is the first lesson and Mrs Tan haven't returned back our paper yet.So we ended up doing our own stuffs,like me,Michelle,Li ting,Pawandip,Gracie,Harsh sitting together and laughing,joking,talking randomly away.Haha,but it was fun of course.Pawandip the main bully!!ZZZZZ.Harsh is like anticipating for the Maths lesson afterwards.He's excited to get back his Maths paper.ZZZZ,so yup we did receive the papers back and we received Part 1 first,then Part 2.Part 1 for me is a bit upsetting but Part 2 is WOW,not bad.Overall,scored 81/100 and an A1,but was a bit disappointed with many mistakes made.One of them is me thinking and writing slow like slowpoke.Carelessness.Some more,i was perspiring like siao during the part 1 maths exam until cannot tahan.RAWR!I hate higher malayyy siaoooo.I got a freaking biased malay teacher...i think so.She just passed me for Paper 1 sia what the hell,i only get 45/90.Siaaaaoooooo!!!RAWR!!!But but Science lesson was enlightening indeed.I got back the SA1 Science paper and i got third highest in class.I got an A1,yayyyy!I got 80/100 =D So happy.And ended up receiving 4 sweets from Ms Lim!Muahahha !Me and Li ting both get high,but she got 83.-_- The minute she saw my mark she was like gasping and reacting so hyperly unbelievably like as though that's her mark,funny ;D My EL,I have no idea what to sayy,till we get the full thing kayy.IPW Lesson was a boring lesson,and i wanted to close my eyes la.Was so sleepy and tired.After school,went to Mac with Pawandip,Jermaine and Zhan Kuan.Accompanied Jermaine to buy a burger and Pawan buying ice-cream.Then we go buy bubble tea at SweetTalk.Went home with Jermaine in the same bus number 8.Okayy,then went for a haircut at 7pm+ with Dad at the area around the Tampines Shopping Street or the community centre there bla bla.After that,bought Mee Hor Fun for dinner.I'm deeply favourited with Hor Fun.After that,look through some PC Games at a shop.Like nothing interesting,haha.Feel like buying couple of PC Games at Challenger shop,I want a Sims computer game,that'll be fun.Okay,go to go watch TV and eat dinner.Alrights,the haircut looks funny and weird on me.Shitty.Bleah,whatever.Alrites,bye!

Enough of foolish games played,I don't want to hear nor see more.

It's a Mon-Day.I am having imsonia,I cannot sleep at night.-_- I keep tossing and turning here and there around.I cannot tolerate it.My mind tells me to sleep and sleep,but then I cannot.And I ended up thinking about so many things.It was tortorous.Only at like 12:30 am,was I able to sleep then.Alrights,and of course I wasn't in a pleasant state throughtout the sleep.Life's so boring right now.I am just so waiting for the moment like something so life-changing experience will happen to me.Only then I call it an exciting life.That will never happen,haiz.I've no talent either.I am labelled lazy bump/slowpoke by Li ting sometimes.And,woke up late in the morning.And the results I got today so far was so bad,not good at all.Bummer.After school,went to Mac for lunch with Li ting,Pawandip,Edenuis and Zhan Kuan.Ate the big big Mac.Okay,there's no double size of Big Mac,so relax and hold your breath tight.Phew,haha randomization.Alrights,Li ting was like erm what-the-fuck-by the sight of these 2 Nas boys who brought chaos to the fun we were having...haha.They showed something which are so surprising and shocking.I can't say it though.Reached home and felt so angryy.I am like so sick of my life right now.I am cryingg out here for help and affection,but all people could do is look and leave.Though there are a few people who I should at least thank because they brighten up my mood when feeling down,and they are no other than my close friends.Thankssss.I hate life right now,Ngee Ann and its people 100% changed my life differently and letting go of the past was a thing i shouldn't do but i have to move on.Sigh,i'm having negative thoughts all over in my mind.I need someone to console me.I wish i had a brother and siblings.I hate being alone.Only thing i could do at home is play PSP,XBOX,computer,watch TV and that's all.I feel like i am talking to myself in the house only.ALONE ALONE ALONE.I feel like changing school.And,i feel like learning how to play the guitar or take up guitar lessons,or self-learn.I want the acoustic guitar,it's so cool.Really cool.Kinda interested.Anyway the video above is a song called Out Here On My Own by Irene Cara from some motion picture called Fame which I don't know.But check out the song,it reflects me and my life at this point right now.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! =D

I have nothing much to post but these two pictures above of me when i was young at Sentosa.I look cool or hip?Make a choice.Anyway,I've been feeling boreedd this weekendddddd.Even broke down againnn,why did it drift to me back again.We could have a fun Saturday,what a waste.... anyway Happy Mother's Day to my Mum.I didn't do anything for her excpet by sms-ing her a Mother's Day message to her.Damn pathetic la.Anybody can do that!! But she said thank you and it's enough to make a mother happy =D Okay,I look FREAKING CUTE in these pictures.SUPER ADORABLE! Baby POWER!WOooosh!

P.S~These 2 pictures do HAVE colour,random bleah.

Boredom...SCREAM OUT!!

Alrites,these two days are complete major boredom and turndown compared to the fun Thursday I had.Nevermind,let those feelings of her/him cool down before it fumes into steam again.Don't want to agitate her.It's so boringgggggg.I could only afford to face the four walls.FOUR WALLS OF THE ROOM IS WHAT I'VE BEEN FACING ALL DAY LONGGGG.It's so freakingg stupid.B to the O to the R to the E to the D to the O to the M.Damn it,I want to fly free like a bird out of the cage.Let's cut that out for awhile.On Friday,it was so bloody sian Whatever.This day was like GRRRRRR..I got NPCC on that day from 2:30 to almost 6.We did rehearsal for....NCOS' VERY LAST DAY.

SATURDAY:Had my religious class exam and went well.Okay,so i said,it was BORINGGGG.

I want to fly like a bird,i can't stand the atmosphere here in my house,so boriinnggg.

HONCUS-BONCUS!WHACKY FREAKY DAY IT IS!;D

Alrights,I am back with the second post for the day!Wooots,as I said previously,Midyears are so over already,let's celebrate.LOL,the marks?I don't know,maybe lousy.Hope for the best though.Alrights,so today was the Maths Paper Part 2 and I think it's kinda easier than the Part 1 but I seriously think I lost 7 marks because of the last question.KILLER QUESTION.Everything wrong then.But at least felt better than for the Part 1.After the exam,Me,Li Ting,Wini,Cheryl and Harsh went to Eastpoint to buy lunch and stuffs.After that,take shuttle bus to her condo house!AGAIN,just can't get enough of it.The five of us swam in the swimming pool the Li ting's house downstairs there.It was so damn cool,and yay I can swim in deep pool hor,pro anot.Haha,and keep frightening Li ting.She feared water,phobia of hers.She keep clinging to me like don't know what.Haha,fun fun to swim with they all.Funs day!After all the swimming,went to Li Ting's house.So from there,we slacked slacked,talked,chatted,played piano,and really slacked.We chatted with each other about primary school experiences and bla bla.It was really super duper funnn.I realise Li ting is such talented.She can draw really well,played piano really well too.Its that passion,this is so random!!Alrites,so after that went home wiv Wini and Cheryl.WAS LIKE DAMN SWEATY,DRENCHED AND WET!Okay,I am really so so so glad these days and happy.MY UPSET DAYS ARE SO OVER,SMILES ALWAYS I WILL :) Wini and Cheryl say I very cute(: Haha,thanks=D 'Li ting adds:Do u noe that cute means ugly but adorable?' I was like o.O,zzzz.Haha! I am really so so so so happy and glad this week,get to hang out with my friends and be happy.No more shedding,no more hurt and pain.Drift away from me.=D I am really so glad i got over it.Now,I can be happy always.Thanks.Snapped some pictures,super fun day! =D =D =D =D Couldn't be more better!