Enough of foolish games played,I don't want to hear nor see more.

It's a Mon-Day.I am having imsonia,I cannot sleep at night.-_- I keep tossing and turning here and there around.I cannot tolerate it.My mind tells me to sleep and sleep,but then I cannot.And I ended up thinking about so many things.It was tortorous.Only at like 12:30 am,was I able to sleep then.Alrights,and of course I wasn't in a pleasant state throughtout the sleep.Life's so boring right now.I am just so waiting for the moment like something so life-changing experience will happen to me.Only then I call it an exciting life.That will never happen,haiz.I've no talent either.I am labelled lazy bump/slowpoke by Li ting sometimes.And,woke up late in the morning.And the results I got today so far was so bad,not good at all.Bummer.After school,went to Mac for lunch with Li ting,Pawandip,Edenuis and Zhan Kuan.Ate the big big Mac.Okay,there's no double size of Big Mac,so relax and hold your breath tight.Phew,haha randomization.Alrights,Li ting was like erm what-the-fuck-by the sight of these 2 Nas boys who brought chaos to the fun we were having...haha.They showed something which are so surprising and shocking.I can't say it though.Reached home and felt so angryy.I am like so sick of my life right now.I am cryingg out here for help and affection,but all people could do is look and leave.Though there are a few people who I should at least thank because they brighten up my mood when feeling down,and they are no other than my close friends.Thankssss.I hate life right now,Ngee Ann and its people 100% changed my life differently and letting go of the past was a thing i shouldn't do but i have to move on.Sigh,i'm having negative thoughts all over in my mind.I need someone to console me.I wish i had a brother and siblings.I hate being alone.Only thing i could do at home is play PSP,XBOX,computer,watch TV and that's all.I feel like i am talking to myself in the house only.ALONE ALONE ALONE.I feel like changing school.And,i feel like learning how to play the guitar or take up guitar lessons,or self-learn.I want the acoustic guitar,it's so cool.Really cool.Kinda interested.Anyway the video above is a song called Out Here On My Own by Irene Cara from some motion picture called Fame which I don't know.But check out the song,it reflects me and my life at this point right now.