All I could say is I am moody during lessons in the classroom,especially not spending much much time with my best friends which kind of feels I am left and kicked out.It is like loneliness and solitude.Where's the quaility honcus-boncus laughter that we used to make?Even the laughs we had now aren't up to that so.Where's the laughing madcows?They're just fading away slowly.It felt like this was the beginning of an ending;I am so sorry LT and Michelle ): ): Esp.Michelle because I think she might be kind of bored,and I just feel I am not in the spot whereI should be right belong to.I mean like why suddenly there are so many changes in the environment and people when it's just the second day of school?I really feel unhappy about it and my mind seems to be somewhere far off even during lessons sometimes.I just want to fall asleep in lessons especially.Bu shuang....WHY?!And those people keep making me frustrated over and over and over again,laugh cannot laugh soft is it.Like damn bloody;laugh laugh like some bloody fool maniacs,well they are.Whatever.I don't put a face-mask on and say 'Oh I am so happy'.And simply I hate the noises and screaming.And lessons are now not even interesting;especially Maths,having Mr Lee to teach us back.I want that Mr Wong again.Sigh.Why must I adapt to new environment over and over again.FRUSTRATED.Ok,cut it out.I need to pass some homework papers to Atika,so I waited for her in the morning.Then passed to her. :) She said she owed me a meal,ha.So lessons were blabla.After school,went MacDonalds to have lunch with Atika,Li Ting,Winifred and Edenuis.Atika treated me to a meal. Thanks,you're kind. (: Then,i still bought strawberry sundae.I don't want to mention a lot of other random stupid stuffs.Went home.Had haircut by my Dad.Tomorrow is a short day but yet I don't like.
No comments:
Post a Comment