I'm Numb And Dead.Not Any Better.

As of now,I'm feeling rather dead.I would tend to knock my head with my hands to make myself feel alive but it comes to of no avail.I can't help feeling this feeling.And today during PE,did 2 stations for the NAPFA Test;shuttle run and sit-ups.Both stations failed.And ended up hurting my thumb.During the shuttle run,i picked up the thing and then stepped on my thumb.It was so painful,and the nail is blue-black.After the hurt,my vision seems blur and my ears are deafened.I seriously felt I could faint and collapse anytime.I felt i was in deep serious trouble though but alhamdullilah,nothing happened after drinking water-cooler.So yaaa i went Friday prayers with Dad 2day,like i feel want to sleep.Then returned back to school for my HMT class,and yea we had a test.Then,got NPCC about some CSSP Programme which i myself don't get it.My group was Sumardi,me,Natasya,Zulaiha,Farhana and Amirah.Okays we talked,chit chatted,gosipped alot.Then DISMISSED AT 4plus.So early wth.Went with Harsh and Pawandip to 7-Eleven and bought slurpee.Saw Melody from my P6 Class but she didn't like tried to look at me at all.Why?!Arghhh,then went home.Tmr religous class to get my report book back.Okay bye.I'm tired;i need more sleep....why does some things seem so different....