Who am I ?

It is boring now,i simply have no sense of what to do next and tomorrow.Just came in to blog a bit.Atika seems to face some big problems.I hope everything works out well for her, & I told her 'If you need anyone for comfort,you can sms me anytime.I will be there okay.Be strong and pray nothing worse will happen'.She said I was a true friend.It is right to comfort someone.Amirul keeps asking me to find him songs.Do you think i am your dog and i am so so free?!Sigh.Today is simply boring.I slept for the whole afternoon.The day is just so plain and nothing that even i myself have to entertain myself.Even when i played xbox,i don't seem happy and enjoying myself.The song ' My Immortal' by Evanescence sounds like a sad,soothing & depressing song.Sounds nice.Time flies fast, & I feel my happiness has been snatched and taken away, who am I ?I seem to have lost my appetite for food since today,and keep making trips to the toilet.Oh well.And I don't want to have any grudges against anyone,it's unbearable but then why am i doing so?