worlds apart.

I feel so remorseful. I tried very hard.Tried damn hard to let go.But it isn't working. My brain is all filled with those thoughts. Very hard to forget.Why are my eyes so watery now.,thinking about friendship.Must control. I only ended up hurting myself.Long-lasting affinity I need. ): Why am I crying so much. Bye.All alone in the house for hours.Heart-wrenching Saturday.

night after night,i hear myself say 'why can't this feeling just fade away'.