Broken promises.

Sunday Used com,youtub-ing all the malay songs. watch TV with my mum and dad. my dad being the nonchalant one,was sleeping infront of the TV whereas my Mum and me cried over one of the malay dramas.like really cried. and i am not the type who will cry over such dramas. but i guess i can somehow relate to it and feel it,so we both just kinda cried.pretty mushy and embarrassing. i enjoy having someone to talk to in the house. then slept from 4.30pm to 7pm. suddenly Atika called. -.-' chatted and stuff.then she randomly said 'have fun breaking fast'. Random ttm. break fast with Mum. tried the delicacies. very nice. love the cookie-like food,the cornflakes(!!) and the pineapple tarts. then went out with Mum and Aunt to tampines mall and century square. My Aunt bought a necklace or something. then she treated me to Long John Silvers. so nice of her :) last night i walked her back home,cause' it was pretty dark heh. had chats and stuff. reached home at around 10.20pm. I want to be frank. Family are so much better than friends. Some friends backstab you,betray your trust,leave you in the lurch,unlike family,who is always there to give support. My Mum can really tell whether I'm happy or not. Unlike my friends,who simply,aren't conscious and some may be self centred. I don't need your sympathy.You can go and have fun with your dear friends,so long as you're happy. You lead your life and I'll lead mine. If I were to see you in school,I'll either put on a mask and be a faker or just be happy with you. & if you don't like the way i blog or think that it's stupid of me to be emo everyday,then suck it up seriously. i didn't ask you to like me anyway. I'll just be a faker then. If you think I'm pathetic in being a faker,suck it up. I can't help but to break down and cry. & I am talking about two whole complete things. It has nothing to do with what happened recently.