Forever united here,somehow.

Yo. Today has been quite a good day for me,I guess.Basically,there was a Chemistry MCQ paper that I had to sit for.Afterwards,I headed out to Change Airport with the rest of my friends to have a mini break,considering we have one Biology MCQ paper left on Monday :) Bus ride was funny.We took quite a long time to decide where to have breakfast,from foodcourt to Popeyes and finally to Yakun Kaya toast,but I ate Nasi Lemak though.I thought the tables at Yakun Kaya toast were awesomely cute,especially with the "border" that separates the guys and the girls.It's okay if you don't understand what I'm talking about,hah.The eggyolks looked slimy. Afterwards,we went to Terminal 3.We managed to catch a glimpse of the airplanes.I waould love to go other countries besides Malaysia,Thailand & Indonesia. Man,it's my dream~ I wish I had the finances but guess I have to put aside that dream of mine.False hopes. Then,basically,we roamed around,took sky trains. There were a lot of Malays O.O But I knew the reason why.They were going pilgrimage and so their families are sending them off. Then,I went for Friday Prayers.No comments.Went home,slacked awhile,then went off to play soccer. O.O Okay pardon me if I sound really pissed at this part here. You know what. I made a wasted trip really.Plus,I waited for nearly an hour for him.But he didn't show up nor reply my messages.I really felt moody at that time. In the end,I just went back home. But he has his reasons,but is it trustworthy? Or does this actually mean something else? That my presence is not wanted? Please,I was really hoping to play soccer,but no. Saw a primary school friend on the bus,but don't know if he recognises me,so I just...didn't say hi. I was thinking all sorts of things on the bus ride.I just felt so terrible I straightaway went to sleep once I reached home.How do I say? it's like emo+ angry+ sad+bored+helpless+lost. Perfect combo,bingo. Why is it that when I feel like I wanna do something new,I always get my hopes crushed? It's not like I didn't seize the opportunity.Feeling so frustrated but more of sad. I am hating more now.My tolerance level has already reached its maximum point. They have their own group of friends. I'm no longer needed.Rashid or no Rashid,it doesn't make a big difference.I feel like I'm wearing a plastic mask on my face honestly,having to absorb all the "Hey I like you" or 'Hey I appreciate u",which obviously doesn't apply to me. you're still a part of my life...