Just finished watching The Noose. It's funny. I like the maid Leticia.She has this funny accent.Geylang World Resorts was lame.And to decrease divorces,the way is to decrease marriages,huh? What an ineffective solution.Suhaimi funny.jojo joget lol. Went for a short jog around my neighbourhood just now although I was fasting.Now my thighs hurt again. This morning,I rode a bus.Saw someone.Talked to someone.But somehow,it doesn't feel like the same anymore.I mean after what happened long ago.There was this moment of silence. That aside,I laughed alot in class.Pawandip,Christon was lame,Chen Hua had horns as usual,Yiren often laughed as usual.Geng Hao and his 'mean' stuff hah. Played Yee Ting's iPhone game with Pawan,LT and Yeeting. Realised I am a noob,but I'm new to the game. Chem SPA Assessment.Don't know if I did okay. EL oral session was okay but felt lethargic already.

Thinking of things I want to have and be in,but can't find the light to that opportunity. Still going to pray for it no matter what.

I always have this constant fear of being lonely. It's like a phobia. I don't know. I can't really say I look forward to weekends because I fear of being lonely.Majority are busy with their frequent weekend stuff and I feel like I'm living in another world.I really have a weird mindset,but I'm really frightened. Just my random thoughts la. Don't want to say anymore. Goodnight :) Setiap kali aku cuba untuk memahami asal sebab mengapa dia kadang-kala menghindari dirinya daripadaku,aku gagal dalam mencari jawapannya. Adakah aku ini tidak cukup bagus ? Aku merasakan seperti aku telah membuat berbagai pengorbanan untuk mengeratkan lagi tali-tali itu.Tetapi mengapakah aku berperasaan seperti ini? /// Adakah ini takdir? Mengapa aku begini? Aku tidak memilih untuk menjadi sebegini.Mengapa hidupku seperti ini?