Tiring day.I'm so dead beat.School is such a pain,I don't want to talk about it,be it studies or anything.After school,went Genghao's house,but waited him downstairs for him to change.Basically,I accompanied him to do his shopping for clothes.We went Tampines 1,Bugis,Iluma(nostalgic),City Hall,Orchard Road and lastly,Simei.Rode the MRT,packed during night time.It's so fun to be outdoors.My heart almost stopped beating when I found out the price of two shirts,costing $105 and $210.Plus,one is a simple tee and another being collared tee.

i saw pretty nice clothes and jackets. i wish i could just fit in them.my size and weight is really getting the best of me.i'm so effed up about it.such a pain nobody knows. I laughed at Borders in Wheelock Place.Omgosh.And also at some topshop store.i laughed so loudly.unglam.Ion orchard looks nice at night.went alot of shops namely,Nike,Adidas,Topshop,Pull& Bear,Uniqlo and more.I want to buy shoes from Nike/Adidas but they're so expensive.went dinner at simei banquet afterwards. took bus 28 back home from tamp interchange,30 min ride lol. on the way back home,saw someone.not the same anymore.today perhaps is the last fun day for me this week.thursday will suck.friday dont know if i'll have fun.most prolly it sucks.i'll rot. saturday worse.got tuition(argh) but no religious class.sunday worse.

this morning,when i woke up for school,or haven't wake up yet,something terrible happened in the house.felt depressed.prefer not to say it out.it affected my mood for the rest of the school day. i really should go find myself malay friends outside.those good ones of course.anyway,i still can't get over the fact what some ppl said. i'll never be the same if we ever meet again. i'm still thinking about what happened at Borders and it made me smile,funny -.- ok goodnight. hope i survive tmr.