But why only now then? How do I say?

Exhausting day of school.PE lesson.i accidentally stepped on a snail and the shell cracked.Sorry snail! Had height and weight.Weight keep up and down,very irritating.Height still the same.Had abit of R1 captain ball.less than like 3mins? lol.Pawandip didn't come school.Sick.I got letter from Health Promotion Board to go for appointment.How?! Practiced alot of oral during lessons.English Oral 'O' Level Exam.Don't know how well I fare.I think Picture Discussion was the component that frightened me,don't know if my interpretation made sense.Just hope for the best.Done my best and let God do the rest.Waiting for the exam was nerve-racking.Furthermore,the examiners look 'menacing',but when I came to them,I think they were okay. After school,went to play badminton with Geng Hao,JunJie,Christon,Kristine at Tampines Sports Hall.No space,fully booked.Then,'sneaked' in and played awhile until one woman "chased" us out.So we played outside.Like some despo. But not fail i guess. Geng Hao & Christon started making weird sounds while playing. Video on Kristine's blog.I started saying Jun Jie was walking at a speed tantamount to that of Ms Devi along the grassy areas -.- Kristine was complaining of how hungry she was.Sweated profusely.Had blisters on feet.Felt very very very thirsty and hungry.Don't know how I managed to endure it,with people drinking water and eating in front of me (Y) After badminton,went to break fast with them except JJ.Saw some R2 guys and R6 guy joshua while going up to buy food at Century Sq lol.Felt so full after eating.Dunno why.Took bus 28 with Kristine home. Reached home,gulped down like 1.5litres of bandung i think.damn thirsty. I want 'O' Levels to end quickly.Studying = Student + Dying. Youth Olympic Games & Barclays Premier League starts tomorrow. No feeling. i wonder when we graduate,will we still keep in touch? Will we meet up,laugh and talk like how we used to? I'm thinking too much again. Exams sucks. take a risk,take a chance,make a change and breakaway~ tell me why it had to be.