Desolate prospects

I realized I always procrastinate when it comes to blogging.I'm just too lazy to say out everything. Here it goes again...

Thursday was the day where I went back home straight after school for the first time,after so many days.Friday morning.Watched Liverpool play against Trabzonspor online.Thanks Kristine for accompanying me to watch at that really unearthly hour.Christon "overslept".Notice the quotation marks.Really had sleep deprivation. Now I starting to remember a couple of names of liverpool players.

PE was boring.Watch people play basketball.Last lesson,yay? friday prayers went alone,as usual.felt very sian. at first,there was this sec 2 guy who kind of followed me but in the end,he went with other sec 3 guys -.- i think is due to my unfriendly nature -.- i mean,what can i talk about?

was late than usual.went back to school.met syafiq,irfan and another malay guy,forgot his name.talk with syafiq on the bus about npcc,school life etc.went back school with them.studied with kristine and junjie at 3rd floor bench.really thirsty and hungry,and sleepy.it was raining.gloomy aura.random-ed with both of them alot.jj wanted to play table tennis -.- then they left,studied with yiren but most of the time,i daydream away.

When I was packing my bag and YR went to the toilet,Mr Adrian Lim came and talk to me -.-"

He talked to me about lots of stuff;National Service(my deadly future),studies,revision,universities,the importance of going to a good college,his school life,Ramadhan for a whole of 45 minutes.WOW.Then he also talked about his favourite football club which I guessed correctly.Arsenal LOL. He was kind of disappointed when I mentioned I like Liverpool.Then he talked about the 1989 game and saying how he likes soccer in his secondary years.But he's okay to talk to.It made me stressful but I think I've been getting alot of wake-up calls this week. sent off yiren to 201 bus stop.saw R7 malay guys.they said hi to me lol.random.

Saturday.Religious class.I reached the Safra bus stop.Bus no. 15 was infront.When I alighted,the bus went off.Late for class by half an hour.I'm always late for it anyway.Learnt meaningful stuff,perception and blabla.nice.not going religious camp which is today and tmr lolz,lazy go.

Oh ya,the bus ride.I was seating next to the window so I was basically daydreaming away as usual.I know someone sat beside me but I was totally unaware of everyone around me.I was in my own world back then.Suddenly,a voice spoke to me. "Hi Rashid".I turned to my right and I had a paiseh moment.My malay primary school friend Idris sat beside me.Was very close with him last time.Went his grandmother house,play game,talk on phone for hours,study together,joked alot too.I was like mygosh i didn't even know someone so close and someone i knew,sat beside me. i was like sorry sorry-.-talked alot.but then still not enough.no choice,had to leave for class.

after class,went marine parade library.did abit of studying.Idris was there -.- ok then i went up,wanting to say hi and bye to him.suddenly i saw another one of mymalay primary school friend,fiqah.she walk past me -.- then i waved to her then she waved back with a smile -.- haha then i sms idris,joke -.- met christon to go home with him,as usual. then something happen again.Saw another primary school friend,Pu De -.- all three classmates sia. talked abit with him blabla.and the thing is we took the same bus lol. i think he changed alot in physical appearance.last time he got this baby face in primary school.now his hair nice lol.ok i met him like twice last year and only now then i say it.what a bizarre encounter today. went to study with gracie at whitesands mac. saw few ppl. rebekah lol. bus ride home was a dream. slept in the bus and everything was dark,ok abit,cuz around 7pm.then like so sleepy,gloomy feeling.i duno how explain.

type so much already.poor english really. Time to hit the books.

I believe it is paramount for one to appreciate the friends that he or she has.One should learn to accept,show concern to those who care about him or her,and not neglect him or her.Just food for a thought.

Been' 3 months & I'm still sober...