a barren routine.

This week has been really dry.I've never felt so...nevermind.Yesterday was the release of the MT O' Level Results.It reminded me of the time when I received mine in January.It was exactly a repetition,everything.But at the same time,it has always made me demoralised,even till now.Anyway,congrats to those who have done well and to those who felt disappointed,try harder,there's a second time around.i felt bad because i didn't know how to make my friends feel better when they cried etc.all i can do is just sit by their side.Went to study with kristine,genghao,junjie. Oh ya, on tuesday during hml lesosn,i found out amirah was sick and at hospital ): Get well soon!

Then had nice talk with atika seokpheng.then halfway through yiren started fooling around.epic.then had chit chat session with genghao yiren gracie.went off to simei eastpoint to have dinner with parents.then they bought me a pair of adidas shoes.my mum insisted on it.they bought me a liverpool jersey wow,but not the $99 type.it's only like $50+.they're being so nice to me idk why. reached home at 10pm.School hasn't been any fun.No.I feel like fasting somehow has made me feel "separated". I guess I've eventually came to a point where I bottled it all up and broke down.I don't know why all this is happening )': perhaps it's discovered. perhaps i am hated.but it isn't my choice.