Belief & Hope.

I've been out for the entire week so far and I'm dead beat. Friday : Went to meet Geng Hao in the morning. Then went off for Friday Prayers. I find that containing my tears during the prayers was torturous.I had to go to toilet after it -.- Maybe it's because of the prayer,maybe it's because of the very nice people I bumped into. I don't know,it came naturally. Then,went to meet Christon,Jasper,Yi Ren at Tampines Mall's Isetan. There were sales going on. I managed to get myself a pair of black shoes & a tie. The black shoes are similar to Christon & Yi Ren,no,it's same. But what could be worse than girls wearing same dress on Prom Night? Wanted to get tailor made pants at 201,but the shop owner wasn't there. So went home. Then,went out later again in the night to go to the shop with my Mum. Tailor made pants are expensive. I need to be thinner. Spent my night away studying for religious class exam.Headache.

Saturday : Woke up earlier than usual,at 8.30am. Sat for religious class exam. So so lol. I find reading Arabic not easy at all. Struggled like abcdefg. After class,came a total downpour and dark clouds were lurking ominously.Hate it badly. Had a sudden nostalgic feeling of going to Parkway,miss that place. I like the ambience there. Went to stay over at cousin's place. Had fun. Played soccer,PSP,prayed together,had great chats with my Grandfather,relatives,watched 'Where got ghost' on Mio TV,watched some movie.Ate home made Nasi Lemak. Reached home like 10.30 pm. I'm really tired. Been out for the entire week so far. And next week,I'm like fully booked. Exhausting but I'm enjoying it.I feel weird having to adjust to a 'no studying' life though,and it has only been less than a week since o'levels ended. Anyway,I want to thank Geng Hao for helping me with something. I am thankful you were there to help me,thanks. I'll never forget it :) I'm not a fool. I'm not that gullible. I can think. I have instincts.